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you know what really grinds my gears? boils my blood? ruffles my feathers? little gay boys calling afab ppl bitch. maybe im not too woke, but i dont think any cis man should call any afab person a bitch, even if it's an effeminate gay guy. i don't know, it just feels misogynistic? at the very least it's rude. cis girls and trans girls calling each other bitch in a banter kinda way? beautiful. wonderful. reclaim that. in a derogative way? idrc. not my business. a cis guy saying it? gay or straight? in any context? it's a mega ick. you're not a girl, you're not a baddie, you're not regina george. you're just george. and mean. this is what i mean when i say theres a difference between gay and queer.

im so happy today. i started giving out christmas gifts, and i gotta make some more so everyone can have one !! my student home got peppermint mocha coffee creamer, which is my favorite (: i drank 2 cups of my favorite coffee with my favorite creamer in my favorite mug with my favorite spoon. then last night, i got 50 dollars for student home christmas. im so happy, like immediately after complaining to twin about being broke and unemployed, i just got handed 50 whole doll hairs. its a very happy day so far. i love my life and i love my silly friends.

owie owie owie. i was a stupid idiot and sprained my finger whilst harassing twin. i guess karma finally caught up to me. anyways im sad because i was gonna finish making christmas gifts for everyone i hadn't already made something for, but i can't squeeze my pliers very vell or pick up tiny beads. its also hard to type fast and accurately, since i normally do touch typing but thats not an option when two of my fingers are taped together. im just gonna leave it taped till i have to perform later. whatever, at least i can give people the super middle finger now. still hurts a lot though. i guess will have to just be more careful when harassing ppl now.

what a happy joyous silly awesomesauce day. my finger is only a little bit hurting, it's rainign and i love when it rains because i love my umbrella, and i'm going home today (: i also bought christmas presents for my family last night, but still have 70 dollars left.