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7/13/26
girlfriend broke up with me. not much to say but summer is bad now.
7/22/26
its a very rough period of my life and updates wont be regular for even longer. im sorry but everything keeps getting worse with my family and my health and my relationships so im focusing on surviving for a bit. much love my babbies.
7/30/26 10:15 PM
hi guys. ik a lot has happened and i havent explained well. i try to maintain a happy silly vibe for the site but things irl really suck. the universe has not been very kind to me this summer. there was issues with my brother like always that resulted in me couch hopping for a while. i had to get another job. i had to block a lot of my good friends. ive been falling behind in all sorts of goals and work and projects and practice. ive been getting sick more often. it might be time to consider going back on meds. i can feel the slump coming back but i cant afford to deal with it right now, i thank everyone once again for supporting my project. next year i have to learn python. ive decided i will go into bioinformatics as my career. at least my brain will save me! they cannot take at least this from me. goodbye and goodnight my loves.
7/31/26 11:07 PM
hi. things are getting incrementally better. ive gotten more work which means more money. bought some nice headphones. tommorrow is my last full day at home for summer break which is a bit dissapointing, but its alright. im not as anxious abt facing all the ppl ive cut off. im ok with it all rn. i didnt get as much done this summer as i planned but im ok with that too. i have my ap work i gotta hit the gas pedal on getitng done, but other than that its majority ok for now. im trying not to think/care too much abt what everyone thinks. its my shitty life and my shitty blog. still might ask to go back on meds just bc the anxiousness has been making me so so nauseous and i feel like im losing it. but its getting a little more ok every day. tablespoon!!
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