12/15/25, 8:14 PM

im gonna post blog-like content on this page! read it or don't! leave a comment or don't! i love you all anyways.

12/16/25, 2:49 PM

you know what really grinds my gears? boils my blood? ruffles my feathers? little gay boys calling afab ppl bitch. maybe im not too woke, but i dont think any cis man should call any afab person a bitch, even if it's an effeminate gay guy. i don't know, it just feels misogynistic? at the very least it's rude. cis girls and trans girls calling each other bitch in a banter kinda way? beautiful. wonderful. reclaim that. in a derogative way? idrc. not my business. a cis guy saying it? gay or straight? in any context? it's a mega ick. you're not a girl, you're not a baddie, you're not regina george. you're just george. and mean. this is what i mean when i say theres a difference between gay and queer.

12/17/25, 8:22 AM

im so happy today. i started giving out christmas gifts, and i gotta make some more so everyone can have one !! my student home got peppermint mocha coffee creamer, which is my favorite (: i drank 2 cups of my favorite coffee with my favorite creamer in my favorite mug with my favorite spoon. then last night, i got 50 dollars for student home christmas. im so happy, like immediately after complaining to twin about being broke and unemployed, i just got handed 50 whole doll hairs. its a very happy day so far. i love my life and i love my silly friends.

12/18/25 8:20 AM

owie owie owie. i was a stupid idiot and sprained my finger whilst harassing twin. i guess karma finally caught up to me. anyways im sad because i was gonna finish making christmas gifts for everyone i hadn't already made something for, but i can't squeeze my pliers very vell or pick up tiny beads. its also hard to type fast and accurately, since i normally do touch typing but thats not an option when two of my fingers are taped together. im just gonna leave it taped till i have to perform later. whatever, at least i can give people the super middle finger now. still hurts a lot though. i guess will have to just be more careful when harassing ppl now.

12/19/25 8:29 AM

what a happy joyous silly awesomesauce day. my finger is only a little bit hurting, it's rainign and i love when it rains because i love my umbrella, and i'm going home today (: i also bought christmas presents for my family last night, but still have 70 dollars left.

1/5/26 10:59 AM

click the supah star blinky on the left sidebar to access the next page (: hate my stupid stinky smelly sped snitch brother. other than that break was ok. i was probably the first person to puke in 2026, and i got my permit. i drove lots of circles around the parking lot. i can turn both ways, back and forwards go into parking spots, and use turn signals. i feel very proud. i dont like driving that much but i want my licsense. idk how to spell that. whatever. my next project is fixing the music player. and by fix i mean scrap and redo. bc it sucks. also on a terrible note the evil guy i thought got heart disease and left is back apparantly. not thrilled abt that but whatever. i can be joyous and happy and silly even if the people around me are not. anyways my macbook did not charge last night? why idk. so now i have no phone charger and no macbook charger. might be super cooked. yucky. bad. sucks. whatever time to go eat lunch yay.

1/6/26 9:15 AM

i dont feel good at all today. stressed and frustrated. i dont want to do finals, i hate the kids in my student home, left my tornadoes at the sh, didn't see any of my friends this morning, it's cold, i have to record my county band audition, i feel lame and stupid and icky. i think i'm goin gstraight to bed after school today since i dont have any activities till 6. hopefully some lunch will make me feel better.

1/6/26 3:01 PM

frankie is so super mean and N0T woke and EVIL and luvvvvsssss trump. donald j trump. they r besties for the resties. i mean check the files. they literally JUSTTTTTT called me a slurs and told me to make their starbucks drink. breaking news, frankie is so canceled. so sorry to have to write this ):

in case u can't tell this is satire. she's lovely actually (:

1/7/27 9:27 PM

i dont have anything interesting to say tonight. i did just eat a very scrumdiddlyumptious salad. it was lettuce with no stupid purple things, cesar dressing, trail mix that had almonds, walnuts, pecans, pepitas, sunflower seeds, craisins, then some crushed up sunchips, and reheated chicken from tacos. mixed all up. vv yummy. goodnight !!

1/9/26 9:19 AM

doing lots of pretty updates to the site rn ! images might not load for the next couple hours as I work and change things and get rid of ugly stuff, but the site will look super cutie when im all done ! if u actually read my stupid blogs you deserve a little kissy. mwah tysm for listening. mwah. ty. ilysm.

1/10/26 9:41 PM

what a lovely day for me (: got to sit at the basketball game with ppl i care about, played in the rain, got into warm cosy clothes, went shopping, ate fast food, and now i get to make cute little changes to my site ! i created and animated the little dropdown icons and im so proud of them ! im going to tippy tappy type some more and hopefully start adding tiny pixels to each blog timestamp, possibly change this page's bg, and then will go to sleep not too late so im not tired tommorrow. how lovely ! i am so happy today.

1/11/26 4:53 PM

what is up my sillies ! im sure if you haven't visited yet theres some new stuff! namely layout, scrollbars, cursors, etc etc ! there's even a new page otw and im very excited. ive been thinking maybe i should reorder these blogs, with newest entries at the top? and then should i keep all logs or delete them at a certain capacity? ive also considered adding a view counter on the site. theres one on my neocities acc but one on the site might be nice, maybe? working very hard to get the sote looking and working better becuase i love my silly club for my silly friends. mwahhhhhh !!

1/12/26 8:40 AM

today im going graphics shopping to add more images and blinkies to the site. i love looking for them and collecting them but honestly hate inserting images SOOOOOO much. its tedious and i have to command+shift+r the hell out of my browser every other minute. i need to study today or im gonna die. idk wtf a sin cos tan is. im gonna do so bad on the geometry final im so finished. finals make my stomach hurt because im nervous. also county band auditions. arguably more stressful than finals. ive onky got one ok recording. i think i should just submit it and accept theres no shot of me getting in. i hate recording myself so much. it makes me so nervous and i can't do anything i practiced. i was doing so well with it when i was practicing it myself, but as soon as the camera turns on i suck. i feel like maybe i should just quit. im never going to be as good as my section leader, and they were way better than me even at my age. i suck at my instrument. next year all my friends are graduating, and i feel like the director kinda doesn't like me, and my section leader said i'd be a terrible section leader, and i feel like i just suck. i think everyone else thinks that too but they're being nice to me because i'm retarded. i don't feel good at all right now. this is the worst time of year. christmas and new years are over and there's nothing to look forward to until spring. i asked my grandpa to please take me home for at least one weekend and he's considering it. i just feel so poorly at this time of year. boredom makes me really sad. rambling now so im just gonna go add images to my site. at least i have a cute site.

1/12/26 2:56 PM

i changed my mind i feel totally better now ! nobody hates me and i don't suck at everything. i actually had a great day. i gave ppl presents which i love, im working on the next page, im gonna do ok on the geometry final, and i ate a yummy salad today, which breaks my streak of eating nothing but noodles and toast all weekend. improvement !! im going to go home and maybe take a nap bc im a little sleepy. then tonight i'll study, download more music, maybe mess with the next page, and read. my day is not bad at all actually.

1/13/26 9:48 AM

stupid smelly evil finals ew. hate hate hate. i got an 83 on my gym final, a 92 on my computer science final, then i have math today as well. gonna review stuff during third period for that. yuck i hate finals. so evil. so yucky. hate. gabel gave u s new music. some is hard some is easy-ish. i had brass quintet, after school i have brass ensemble, the at 6 i have guitar. which i need to bring MY guitar to because the high e string blew clean off the guitar. it wasn't from tuning either so they're probs just old and worn out. if that one is worn i probably need all new ones. maybe i can convince horning that i have NOOOO idea how to change them so he'll do it for me while i sleep in the hallway. im so tired. will probably be super duper tired by then. mash bowl for lunch though which is good. it doesn't feel like tuesday, the week is kinda dragging already. i hate the stupid fences outside. wdym to get to the building thats 50 ft away i need to walk a quarter mile ugh i hate the stupid school for paying the construction ppl by the hour. you know full well they're going to drag this out all year. and im mad because its cold and i don't want to trek the appalachian trail and sail the seven seas to get from hammond to fisher. so stupid. anyways working on the new page, probs by the weekend it'll be up. i'll still be making chanegs like i do for all the pages, but i'd like it to be up. the button for it is going to be hidden so only those of you that actually lurk and scour the site can find it. it's supposed to be like a dump of my nerd interests because i'm an obsessive autistic loser tranny with no job and unlimited free time. im wondering if i should take web design next year? im half thinking i'll enjoy and learn from it, but im also afraid it'll be way to base level and i'll be bored out of my mind if i already know the material? it could be an easy a though so im def considering it. not in an arrogant way, im obviously not the best webdev ever, and have no backend knowledge, but idk how in depth or detailed it'll be just for a high school elective. if anyone has taken the class lmk how it is.

1/14/26 12:14 PM

i feel really lame today. i left my spray bottle at the sh today, and my hair has gone flat and i look super stupid, it's touching my forehead and is sensory hell, but looks stupider when i try to move it away. i have no afterschool activities today, so im going to put my hair up after fifth period, hide my stupid self under my umbrella and walk home. i'll put it in a bandana then so it stops touching me. i hate being autistic and wish i was bald. if my family wasn't transphobic i'd just buzz it. very annoyed today with my stupid hair. and i have to deal with it during my test next period. i feel like a stupid chud. overall a bad day for bugg. now that im done whining, im somewhat satisfied with the state of the next page abd might link it to a secret button. my next project after that will be a fortune cookie. i will not elaborate.